Back to work

Went back to work on Monday. I needed to get my mind on other things besides my daughter. I think it was a mistake to go back so quickly, I don't know if it is depression setting in but I can't seem to function normally. I'm forgetful, I'm taking more time to do things and I am constantly tired. I can't get the thought of my daughter out of my head. Last weekend was the first time I've had a chance to go see my Mom since Samantha's passing. It was very emotional to say the least. She was very distraught and we cried for a long time. My mom lives alone in Olney, Md about 10 minutes from my brother. I wish that we could be closer to her but, I don't think I can live the slow pace of the suburbs. I found Samantha's music box on Monday and I didn't realize that is was broken. She never said a word. I tried fixing the box today but a part of the gear broke so it only works for about 15 seconds. I was crying for about 1 hour while I was attempting to fix it. I miss her still.